Went to help Guide Dogs Association for the Blind set up desktop and printer pro bono. Tired but fulfilling. Came up with new idea of collecting old electronics like computers and printers, ensuring they're working and giving them to charitable organisations and needy students. Will be interesting.

I just.. wanted to know you better..

I can never be like everyone else, I'm not as humorous, not as good looking.

I'm just someone who loves dogs.
Someone who loves blue.
Someone who doesn't drag the feet when walking.
Someone who is thrifty.
Someone who loves Gundam model kits, playing pool and playing badminton.
Someone who avoids killing ants.
Someone who says thank you for the food before eating.
Someone who stopped taking allowance since 17 and worked very hard to earn money.
Someone who likes to do housework and wash the car.
Someone who enjoys the simple things like nature and movies.
Someone who's willing to help without motive.
Someone who is observant and considerate.
Someone who swore never to smoke and keep drinking to minimum.
Someone who promised to take care of the family.
Someone who is terrifed of what may happen if the heart condition deteriorate.
Someone who doesn't judge and appreciates everyone.

"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think they'd understand.."

Remember we hugged and I cried at your void deck when you had to go? I cried because I cared for you that much.

I told myself never to cry in front of people again, I haven't cried since.

Recently, many things have happened. I've graduated from uni and found a job, but I'm still alone.

The truth is, I wanna cry, but I can't..

I just watched Safe Haven movie by Nicholas Sparks. I know you would have loved the movie. I miss you.

Slouching on my chair, I feel lost, not knowing what to do. I can barely express my thoughts in words.

• I wanna max another Guild Wars 2 toon to level 80, but the obligation to do work or study kept haunting me.
• I need to complete my internship project, but I was frustrated, constrained and slowed down by the company's existing codes and database structures.
• I have $6000 sank in Cert in Proj Mgmt and Cert in Java which I need to pass within this year to claim reimbursement, but I haven't started studying.
• I gotta do Final Year Project this year, the proposal needs to earn $3000 a month/$36000 a year.
• 2 more semesters till I finish the degree, I don't have my clique with me anymore cos they chose Industrial Attachment (6 mths) while I chose Industrial Orientation (2 mths).
• I wanna develop adoptadog.sg, but the aforementioned stops me..

Recently, I "Liked" many animal welfare groups' Facebook pages, to be generally informed about animal welfare. Metta Cats shared a post about a kitten inside a drain along Jalan Tenaga, about 10 mins walk away. Nowadays, I can't know about such things, once I know, if it's convenient and I can do something, I gotta do something. So I drove to take a look. Indeed, I heard meowing and there he was. He was deep inside the drain, there was no way to reach him. I tried dangling my car key, making random noises to lure him out and sat there for 1/2 hr hoping he'd come out to no avail. I called my friend involved in cat welfare, he advised no welfare group would entertain me, it was probably feral (no human interaction) and it was not possible to get him out. There was nothing I could do, I walked away.

One day, I will be able to do more for the animals. Starting with adoptadog.sg.

UPDATE: The kitten was rescued the next day on 16 Jun 2013.